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Original: 3/3/2006 3:33 PM
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Friday, March 03, 2006

I want to have good sex again!

 
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So I haven't had good sex in a while and all the sudden I'm craving it! The last time I had sex....hmmmm....Wow, there was a long pause there..that can't be a good sign. The last time I had sex the guy, who will refer to as Peter (kind of fitting, me thinks) insisted on telling me that he didn't want attachment, but now calls and texts me all the time. "I don't want sex to turn into something emotional?" Was he saying this out loud to himself? Because I certainly am not the one texting and calling all the time.  My drunken response, "I'm a feminist...I love sex!" What does that even mean? 

The last time I had sex, I did not have an orgasm, but faked one very well. I know, I know..all of you guys out there reading this are probably shaking your fists in the air in frustration, but sometimes a girl just needs her beauty rest.  

I'm not saying I've NEVER had good sex, I mean of course I have..I'm just saying I haven't had it in a while. Maybe sex is only good when in a relationship or at the very least with a consistent hook-up, so those pseudo feelings are there.  Why can't it be like when I was little or even back in high school, when I never really thought about sex. I mean I thought about it, but I didn't crave it and I certainly did not think about it this often.  Oh, to go back to those days of innocence. Ugh...alright, I'm going to go eat some chocolate.
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I think this can be considered a rant
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best entry i've ever read.
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